Oh boy. All I can say. Spent the morning watching people get ready for the day - I love that.
Backing out of the New York trip was a great decision - I can always say no and cancel. And I usually do.

Today:
- remake the sign on our door
- 4 muscle drawings
- bills, bills, bills
- sketchbook seriously.
- make wax bird for foundry
- babysit 7 pm
- Nico's?

Laughed with Jen this morning - isn't it nice that all my mornings start this way? - about different ways we punish ourselves. Sounds like a downer conversation but really we were laughing the whole time. We love self-loathing about as much as we hate ourselves.

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Me: "Man WHO KNEW?"
Jen: I did. Me. I knew.

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Oh yeah, I gotta mention this:

Damn.