trying so hard to be posi

Then


Now


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I wish there was a way (I will find one) to collect all the images that are captured right when you open Photobooth. You know, how it freezes for a second on whatever it sees before turning into a camera? Those pictures are always HEINOUS. I want to collaborate with a programmer who could help me with this.

I also want to talk to my phone company and get a list of all the words I have taught my cellphone over the years.

These ideas are intellectually copyrighted, by the way.

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Tay, remember:

You like the dog. Sometimes you get along.
Even though she demolished the trash yesterday and walked all over your important, handmade envelope with muddy paws while being a complete brat on the walk today. And even though she never listens. And even though she is bad pretty much all the time.

I said some not-so-nice things to her immediately after the ruined application fiasco this morning (on the way to turn it in, no less) and I think someone behind me heard me. I felt bad. Then I felt stupid for feeling that I had to apologize for saying things to an animal that doesn't understand me. Then I had a flashback to an argument I had in Thailand over whether or not animals "really love" you. Then I was upset for the rest of the walk.

IN CONCLUSION: BE POSI.